Well, hello again!! I haven't been here for a very long time. Just been slowly sinking into the mire of self pity & that turned into a MAJOR depression which nearly took my life. I basically came to a point that I couldn't say/or see ANYTHING positive, & was filled with so much anger & dare I say hate, that I couldn't share it with anyone...NOT ANYONE. I cannot believe how close I actually came to taking my own life. By a "coincidence"(I DO NOT believe in coincidences) I told on myself & a friend encouraged me to seek counseling..I took that advice & after many months of therapy am happy to say I no longer want or feel the need to kill myself. Still have a long way to go, but I am doing the work. I thought maybe getting back to this & having an outlet for some of the stuff that goes on in my head might help...we'll see how it goes.