OK. I admit it. I want to have something to say here.
I want to touch people's lives. I want to make you laugh, cry, think about a friend you haven't thought about in a while. remember a childhood memory.
I guess I just want to feel like I matter somehow.
I am crying now, because I realize just how shallow and sick that sounds.
But it is how I feel.
right now.
right this minute.
I am so very aware how small and insignificant I am. I am also aware of how important I am.
Just NOW...AND I MEAN JUST NOW
it was like God reminded me that if I am sooo unimportant and soo insignificant,
why did He send His Son to die on the cross for my sin?
HMM God is so good all of the time.
I am hoping you believe me. I just type the words, and sometimes I post what I write, and sometimes I erase it.
So here I am again, Totally knocked over by God's timing and gentle chastening.
He loves me, and he loves you too.
So, thanks for letting me be me.
1 comment:
i have so enjoyed getting to know you thru your blog Jerrilynn! Keep it up and know that you DO make me laugh and think of things that i might not normally do!
BE YOU-- no one else can be you, just like YOU!
btw... i think i have my postings thingy fixed! thanks for the email!
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